Mother's day can be bittersweet

Hi everybody,
today is mother's day as you probably know. My mom seems to be having a good day but that's not really what this blog post is about. Basically for years I've wanted to be a mother...and since my diagonisis I have wondered one question.

Would it be wrong of me to have children if I know that its very possible they will get my illness as well?

Not to mention that I worry about myself. I know when your pregnant you can't take your med.'s....could I handle that?

I worry a lot if I'd make a good mother or if thinking about it at all is irresponsible in some way.

Maybe I worry too much. It's not like I'm even married or anything. I still live at home with my parents and all. I guess I just felt the need to get my feelings out there. Until the time comes to make the big choice, I guess I'll just ponder over it but try not to let it get me too down.

-Pamela